intense rage vent

[the_pillo]

in order for you to understand why I am in such a bad mood, you need some background information.

When I was like 7 years old my father passed away. At the time I had a step mother(tina) my uncle(ted) and my mother. Well, my father got workers compensation of like 100,000 dollars. Well , tina and ted tried to weasel me out of it. Until my mother got a lawyer. It was only at that point did I get anything. I received 20,000 dollars of it. 5,000 went to a lawyer and the other 15,000 was later stolen by my ex step father. After the money was dealt with I wanted some things of my dads to remember him by. It took 2 years of fighting to get what is in that little box I showed you. That is everything I have from him. 7 years of life, fits into a size 5 shoe box. All I wanted was his ring, some photos, and his necklace. She burnt a lot of his stuff. Rather it being gone forever than to give me a shred of remembrance of my father. This made it very very hard for me to deal with his death. It took me 3 years to even accept that he was gone. In the back of my mind I always thought that he would be back someday. Also, at my grandfathers funeral ted handed me (at the age of 8) a little grey box and asked me to carry it to the grave site. After holding it and asking him over and over what was in the box. He looked me square in the face and said “ your dad”.

Flash forward to recently. My uncle brian has 3 kids with 3 different women. Brian jr…. autumn… curtis. He recently married a woman named chris. My band played their wedding and by 7 o clock pm there was a fist fight started by the bride. Then they have spent the last year drinking and fighting constantly to the point where his kids said that they didn’t want to see him until he stopped drinking. Well last night he spent all day drinking and then got in a fight with chris. He was walking home whenever he stumbled and fell into the path of a moving vehicle. Crushing him and killing him. Chris’s first words to brian jr were “why would you care if your fathers dead, you hated him anyway.” There are more little details but they are hard to explain.

Anyways, I just got off the phone with my grandmother and chris is going to shun the kids. Not give them any of brian’s stuff. Not give any of his life insurance to the kids. She is essentially doing EXACTLY what tina did to me, except worse. I can’t stand idly by while this happens to someone else. It completely ruined my life for damn near 8 years. I cant let it happen to those kids. I don’t know how I am going to do it. But those kids will get stuff of their fathers. But it just pisses me off so much how any human could be that greedy, selfish, and an all around bitch. I can’t handle it. It’s like watching a repeat of everything that hurt me.

[David]

Damn :/

To see that all happen again, might be worse than when you were the one.
You must be angry and disappointed but if there is any chance, as you said yourself, try to bring the kids some memories of their father.

It's like maybe they didn't like him that much, but in some years they will remember that they had some great times tho. ( I guess they had some good moments aswell )