I Have Everything, Yet Have Nothing

[rObBy]

i have a car, ipad, iphone, macbook, gaming laptop, and desktop

i use my ipad to watch porn so i wo'nt get any viruses on my macbook or my other computers

my car is in good shape, it's a hyundai sonata 2010 gray

my mommy sends me money whenever i need, so i'll never starve

i have clothes to wear, and a warm apartment

it seems that i have everything i need to survive, but it feels that i have nothing. do you know why?

it is because im single, and a virgin. even tho i have my parent's love, i don't have the other kind of love from a girl.

whenever i think about this, i cringe in fear and solitude

i have all my limbs, hands and feet, was born a healthy boy. no problems, no allergies, no lifelong disease

i am not mentally challenged, i have a healthy brain. no mental disorders

although it seems like i have everything and i shud feel fortunate about my life, why do i keep thinking about committing suicide?

is love really that important? maybe it is.

just becuz i was born ugly, it means that i must watch all my crushes get in relationship with someone else, just becuz of my looks, which i have no control over. it was decided ever since before my birth.

i feel like im living a cursed life, with no girl to hold me when im in trouble.



tl;dr

i have everything, yet i feel that i have nothing.

[pumpkinman]

maybe u gay

[rObBy]

[pumpkinman]

np it's why i am here

[Monkey D. Luffy]

well we as humans can never be satisfied with what we have. we want more and more no matter what. physical needs will never satisfy us. i would say to give everything up and just live free roaming. i'm not saying homeless but just use the bare minimum and you'll see how much you appreciate and feel like you have everything in your possession with just the bare minimum.